this is just a draft i, posting it so everyone can see it. Im guessing you can get what im trying to say with it. Im not sure where to take it from here soooooooooo this is it for now

18
the number of legality
18
is freedom
18
is more than a number
18 means
it can be your fault

hide and seeking

I stare blankly at a screen while it mocks me.
I can not breath out the word that are choking me.
I can not get them on the screen.

Im wresting with my memory,
thinking trying to understand events
of the not so long ago.
But perhaps its better not to know.

the death of a marraige

A conjoined life that was once filled with happiness
Now is consumed with
Monotony
Being in L.O.V.E. is no longer
Part of this
Extraordinary life.
It’s just……..
A life filled with passion
and infatuation
has been emptied and reduced to
nothing more than

luke warm lust