To whom it may concern

I'm not too sure how this is supposed to go.
But there has to be millions of you out there.
I know about your pain.
The pain of never being able to tell the truth a 100%
I know you may think you honesty may exspose weakness.
But someone once told me that in order to find what you need,
You have to venture farther than just the hall outside your room.
Its easier to hate than find something you love,

I do agree with this.

But love is the only thing worth that kind of energy.
It may seem like you are screaming in a room full of people who dont care.
Please know that someone does and they are out there.
You just need to open you eyes and look.
I know it gets hard sometimes,

Like when its 3 am on a wends day
you still have not succeeded in drinking yourself to sleep,
and all you can think about it what went wrong.

Then after a while you decide to just not try,
close your eyes grint your teeth and wait till its over.

But unfortunately you'll fall asleep.
and wake up days months years later
blinded by the lights of an ER.
Having your blood stolen and choking on the
Char cole filled tube in your throat.

Or lost in the darkness of a "not too sure where i am" kind of party.
Looking for your car keys,
Both places where a person should never be.