keeping secrets

keeping secrets
I may say "big deal"
but-I'm actually terrified,
of what may you thinkof me.

I am loudhyper and weird,
but I would ratherfit in.

PRIDE is notall its cracked up to be.
When all I want is to Is to be
just like all of you

I would rather be an idiot
with lots of friends,
instead of just another loney genuis.

I claim regret nothing.
But looking back
I would change everything.